||[09 Feb 2005|08:58am]
as you ALL prolly know me and licia are leaving to go to MEPS today....thanks to layna journal....lol ilove you!!
its exciting and nerve rackin at the same time...but we will do just fine
i hope to see my babi b4 i go. NICOLE AND ALANNA I WILL MISS YOU BOTH TRULY...you guys will do just fine....o and ashley dont worry i will miss you TOO...lol
well im gonna go eat
(noodles and butter) .... yes thanks babi :-)
so long for now
||[09 Feb 2005|08:56am]
I'll give you the key. I'll open the door willingly. I'll let you see what's within. Step inside. Travel through the chambers, each locked, Each holding a piece of me, A piece of you. Try to find your way through, I know it's a bit cluttered, sorry for the mess. Discover what's behind every door, Find what's in every drawer. Make yourself at home... Sounds funny to say, because in a way, you already live here... Don't be afraid of the dark room down the hall, That's where I keep my secrets, Where my guilt intensifies. And that room with all the books? Each page is filled with my regrets. You can read each and every one of them, be my guest. You might wonder, Why I have shelves upon shelves of what seems to be water. But it's not, Those are my tears, Collected over the years. If you happen to come across a treasure chest, Lift the lid carefully, and you will see what is precious to me, My friends,family...and most importantly you. Once you've seen all there is to see, Please don't leave. Stay here with me, Here in my heart...
This poem is decated to Alanna The one and only person for me...I hope and pray that we stay together forever...I love her with all my heart and soul and nothing could ever change that....
||[05 Feb 2005|10:05am]
I know i did somethings wrong
But how many times have i said i was sorry
You tell me you love me
But the moment we come up, you pass us on
You lift me up and you make me happy
Now as i said I know i did you wrong
But when you take in what we used to have
How does it make you feel?
I only want to feel what i used to feel
I loved you with all my heart, and would have given my whole world to you
Baby, I love you and still hold every feelin i used to have for you in my lonely heart
So what do you say when I say
Just one more chance thats all its gonna take
Because Im here now, and I dont want to leave you
I dont want to leave you as you left me.
||[04 Feb 2005|12:56am]
My love for you
a mere feeling,
a pure romance,
my love for you
is like a miracle,
for it's an
act of God,
you were born for
me to love,
without you life
would make no sense,
I want to commit,
to be there
if you're in pain,
sick or weak,
if you're in despair
I'll always be around
to make your
if you're happy
I want to be
to always give you
my entire being,
to live with you
quiet life time,
to let you know
that my love for you
goes beyond a
in the stars,
started in the past
and will always be,
my love for you goes
beyond the looks,
its soul to soul,
heart to heart,
it has no limits,
I want to walk along
till we grow old,
to be faithful
because it's you
and only you that
I want to glance you
and let you know
that I'd start
all over if I could,
I want to hold you close
and let silence
speaks when words
to kiss your lips
thru laughter and tears,
as long as we are together,
as long as you are near.
Baby no matter how many miles im away, we will NEVER be apart i love and thank you for being here by my side. Always on my mind. Im going to be a better person, and one that can support you forever. Now you not only daddy's little girl, but you MY GIRL
<3-always and forever
|this is a lil sumthing for a special friend
||[04 Feb 2005|12:54am]
'A friend' is someone who doesn't pretend,
a person on whom you can depend.
And someone who has time to spend.
'A friend' will ask how you've been?
Who has a hand to lend,
And someone who is happy when you win.
'A friend' is someone who smiles,
When you grin.
A person who stays to the end.
& goes through the thick and thin.
'A friend' does things together,
Just like a twin.
Who will forgive you again and again.
If you feel left out, will let you back in.
(NIKOL) THANK YOU !!!!
||[04 Feb 2005|12:45am]
Many innocent lives taken and soldiers, they were some.
Giving their life freely to get the mission done.
The last cold stare of death, we see in our buddies eyes.
They fought for all your freedom, this is why we die.
Some wonder why we fight to protect this nation and maybe lose our life.
Ask this question to a soldier, the answers in their eyes.
Always will we be here waiting, the call we won't deny.
We'll always fight for freedom, never asking why.
We'll go away to far off lands , leaving our loved ones behind.
Many times we die alone, several times inside.
Open windows to our soul, see the tears we hide.
Secrets that we cannot keep are in a soldier's eyes
|I'll glADly mAke U mY fiRSt taTtoO U aNd mE fOReVer
||[21 Jan 2005|11:12am]
well actually i have been up for the past two hours. this is how my day started so far:
-woke up at 9
-picked up layna
-went to BK...like always 2 number 1's.....$5.70 who woulda thought...lol
-took her up to work
-and now im home waiting to go get my hair cut =) cant wait
i have work tonight from 3-11.....yay so mucc FUCKIN FUN!!
tomorrow is me and layna's day so i have it off and well i have every sunday off.
went to the club last night FINALLY...it was soo much fun! Deff. gonna miss jesse when she leaves...lol she the best.
so there were these guys tryin to dance wit my gurl.....lol never gonna happen....hehe and plus she says NO THANKS... i love you =)
it was so much fun hangin out wit layna,cynthia,jesse,nikol,licia,ashley.
so my job right now sucks ass really bad.....but i have to stick wit it for now... i know we can do it...we can save the money and then be on our own...
cant wait for super bowl sunday
PARTY AT CRAZI GRAMS.....lol
i love her to death!!!!
welp talk to yall later
How fate brings two strangers together
How I survived before I knew you
How, whenever I'm with you it's like a great new adventure.
And I'm so thankful...
That I'm able to know this
I LOVE YOU
-what can i say im GAY!!!!
||[11 Jan 2005|08:13pm]
HELLO!!!!! SO TODAY WAS A VERY EVENTFUL DAY. MY GIRLFRIEND HAD MY CAR ALL DAY AGAIN. EXCEPT IT JUST HAD TO SNOW. BUT SHE DID JUST FINE WITH IT I WASNT NERVOUS AT ALL. EXECPT WHEN SHE DECIDES TO TELL ME THAT SHE WAS FLYIN THRU SCRANTON....LET ME REMIND YOU IT WAS SNOWING.....LOL!!! I WANTED TO PLAY IN THE SNOW SO BAD!!!!! BUT TOMORROW I AM....THIS IS DEF BE A FUN TIME...BETTER NOT FORGET THE CAMERA A LITTLE SOMETHING FOR EVERYONE TO KNOW: MY NAME IS SARA SPAGNUOLO AND IM 18 YRS OLD I DONT GO TO COLLEGE / I HAVE A FULL-TIME JOB A NICE CAR THAT I LOVE VERY MUCH I KNOW I MIGHT SOUND CONCEDED, BUT REALLY IM NOT IM AN EASY PERSON TO GET ALONE WITH AND I DONT HATE ANYONE. I JUST HATE PEOPLE WHO TALK BEHIND PEOPLES BACKS AND LIE TO THEIR FACES. I HAVE MADE A LOT OF MISTAKES IN THE PAST SUCH AS LYING,CHEATING, AND WELL BEING THE ASSHOLE AROUND. BUT I HAVE CHANGED AND IT HAS ALL BEEN FOR THE BETTER. I HAVE AN AMAZING GIRLFRIEND HER NAME IS ALANNA B. NICKNAME LAYNA.... SHE IS 19 AND THE BEST GIRL AROUND. SHES FUNNY,NICE,SWEET, AND CARES ABOUT JUST EVERYONE IN THE WORLD. ESP. HER FRIENDS!!!! SHE HAS TURNED MY WORLD AROUND AND MADE ME REALIZE THAT ONCE YOU FIND LOVE, LIFE IS WORTH LIVING!!! WELL RIGHT NOW IM TRYIN TO SAVE ENOUGH MONEY SO ME AND LAYNA CAN GET OUR OWN APARTMENT!!!! I CANT WAIT UNTIL WE CAN FALL ASLEEP IN EACHOTHER ARMS EVERYNIGHT AND WAKE UP NEXT TO EACHOTHER EVERYDAY. I HAVE AWSOME FRIENDS TAYNA: WELL T TAN WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT YOU EXCEPT YOU AN AWSOME GIRL AND YOU TAKE CARE OF MY GIRLFRIEND WHEN I CANT. YOU HAVE A GREAT HEART!!!! PROMISE ME YOULL NEVER NOT BE MY FRIEND! CIERA: WELL EVEN THOUGH YOU CANT READ THIS I STILL WANT TO SAY YOU ARE THE BEST FRIEND A FRIEND COULD EVER HAVE! THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE! I DONT HAVE MANY FRIENDS BUT THE ONES I DO MAKE ME HAPPIER JUST WHEN I THINK I CANT BE ANYMORE HAPPIER! ...all done She walks in beauty, Like the night of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes. <3 layna <3
|<3 i love being in love
||[10 Jan 2005|05:34pm]
i love my girlfriend.... shes the best!!!!!
thats all i gotta say for now
I LOVE MY LIVEJOURNAL....and ALANNA